Hello Spencer;

                My name is Katie Wood, I am currently 19 years old, and wish not to give out the location of where I live if that is OK?

                When I was in high school, I was consistently bullied because I pick at my skin. By picking my skin, it actually is a stress reliever and almost on an OCD level.

                While in school, I was told that I was not pretty and that guys were only going out with me so I would not feel ugly, or lonely. While this was going on, I became very depressed and started to cut myself. I went a long time without saying anything, and it was not until my sophomore year in high school when a class mate in my school committed suicide. I realized that I was going down that same road that class mate went down. I never knew him personally, but in a lot of ways it helped me break my silence. I started to stand up for myself and others.

                It wasn’t easy but I overcame the bullying, and am glad I took a stand and did not let myself go that far; I try to tell my story to let others know they aren’t alone.

 

Dear Katie;

                Thank you for your story! Every story that comes in my email, not only gets read, reviewed, and edited, but also replied to on the website, along with in a personal email to you!

                First, everyone has some part of issue, or has some sort of OCD and they just don’t want to take the time to admit that they do! Weather your OCD is picking a scab, or turning on and off a light switch, it’s still an OCD and people need to seek help.

                As it lead to you cutting yourself that’s when you should have seek help immediately, and I am not trying to put you down, BUT give what other people are going to the advice if they are going through this! So, ladies and gentlemen, if you are going through any type of issue at all, please go seek help from a professional.

                No one should go through any type of bullying, or being made fun of that would possible lead to the result of someone killing them self or “self-mutilating” themselves.

 

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Hello,
Dear blog buddies, friends, families, and who ever else this may
attract! I will be starting to update the blog a lot more often. So
today's topic is going to be about dating advice, the do's and dont's
and how to be successful.

First of all, you always want to make sure that you are dating the
right person. Are you? How can you be sure? Well, there is only one way
to find out and that is to basically ask them, and then quiz them on
your current relationship. For example, ask where your first date was,
or, what your favorite food is, of course they should know this answer
by now. If they don't, then there really not in it for the long run.

Next, you want to make sure the both of you are hopefully in it for
the long run, and that you actually enjoy, and are happy with one
another. What happens if you are not? Well, my advice is to end it,
before you keep getting hurt, and then it just turns in-to a big war
battle. Why have all of that drama that isn't needed? Just end it.

Thirdly, be able to be you. If by all means you are a drinker, and
your boyfriend is not, (like my self, I am not a drinker), that doesn't
mean that you shouldn't go and hang at the party's and let him drink,
or, go to a restaurant and let him get his choice of a drink. However,
me on the other hand I will not step foot in to a club, and if I do, its
rare, and I just don't like them. Big difference between a house party,
and a club party, that's just my personal thing though.

After all of this is all said, what I am getting at is, are you
sure that you are with the one that you want to be with for the rest of
your life? We all know in the gay world that most and many relationships
don't work, even if you end up moving in together, getting car loans,
etc. That it pretty much is just a waste of time, because in the end you
break up. However, there are successful stories of gay and lesbian
marriage, and I am totally for that, and eventually I wish I could
personally find someone like that!

Happy Blogging! Be Safe! Drink Responsible!

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A New Life with featuring Dani and Justin my good friends from Dayton and the Army.Helping me show you why life is important!

As I currently sit here to start cooking my dinner, I realized that I personally have not created a blog about the recent suicides that have occurred, and the bullying that is behind it.

Teen suicides are at a at most ultimate high, and they need to stop. From the bullying to kids that just want to take their own lives. If you are feeling this way, please seek help immediately, we are all here for you, and will help you out in any way possible.

The bullying that occurs in schools, is when someone is bisexual, or may even be gay, or lesbian, or if there just different and getting made fun of. Why do you bully s want to cause this harm to other people? Because you are unsatisfied with your life, or is it because you are crying out for attention, and taking it out on other people? What ever your issue may be you need to stop, and leave others alone... and fix your own problems.

To the kids who are thinking about and wanting to commit suicide, or being bullied, do not listen to these jerks! They are nothing to you, except a walking piece of trash in my own personal words!

There are people in this world, who actually care and want you on this earth, and would love to be your friend, rather you have meet them or not, we are all one big family, and are here for you! Whatever your decisions about sexually may be, or because you choose to be goth, or different then the jocks and the preps.

I personally am a jock, and am very preppy, yes I come off as a dick in our community, because people are dicks, and think they are better then anyone, when they are not. In fact, their low lifes, who need to grow up, and get a clue!

In all, to you who are suicidal, and need help, or want to help out others and take a stand, please check out the "It get's better project", add me on facebook HERE, and add my friends facebook page "Take a Stand, and Help Me Stop Bullying", by clicking HERE

Windows 8 will launch in 2012 or maybe 13. With this new Windows it does bring some changes some might need to get ready for. When you turn on a Windows 8 computer you will not be directly taken to the Desktop instead it will take you to the new Metro UI Start screen (which looks like the live tile you see in a windows 7 phone). By Microsoft doing this computer will be able start up faster, be touch friendly, and tablet friendly.

With Windows 8 the Start Button had to go. In a post by Chaitanya Sareen, Microsoft explained that people were using the Start Button in Windows less and less, based on statistical data. Instead, people preferred to launch apps that were pinned to the taskbar.

Photo credit to Microsoft.com

The future of the Windows user interface is square and rectangular, according to Microsoft. It's app-based rather than file-based.

Windows 8 is also design to work better with the cloud. Right now most of people document are in a single computer. With Windows 8 customer will get a SkyDrive (already available since 2007) when they open or sign in with their excitant Windows Live ID. The Sky Drive is a single cloud for everyone, where a person’s important files are centrally available, instantly accessible on any device, and ready to share. Developers too can cloud-power their apps through Live Connect and the Live SDK.

What are your thought of Windows 8? Will this new change convert you to a Mac user?

                 Part Of Evolution: (All Your Life)
  

    In every part of a life, each century has grow wiser, strong, populated with more and more of us, as we grow into our own as individuals. I find it to be sometimes unseen by us as the ones who make these changes happen.My point is that I wish to give you insight into my heart and maybe you will understand the view in which I seldomly speak.Once given a choice you stick with it or make another one to overcome the first decision.Life is a word given a meaning, but lets see it through our own eyes.

    In every instances, something comes about to hold the human soul to anew challenge in everyday life. It comes with a mission to stop us in our tracks, so we see its point.If ignored than comes the emotions behind the point of no return.Your mind becomes wrapped around it, but it aslo, trys to sort through it the way our minds are programed to be. Though, those who train themselves to think outside of"The Box" as so many have said before we see the part which most would not want to feel or see.Whats in front of you is really how you wish to feel, but you don't because your ultimitaly scared of a different place.

    This place I speak of is your own life and your own heart.The mind wakes up in the morning saying"You'll be sorry in the AM" In turn, this means what you wanted to do or say didn't work as planned or how you wanted and know its echoing in the back of your mind which is now brought to light and it needs to be released or you'll hear that voice forever intill the mission is complete.Forexample, if you lost! If you have had a long history with someone you love and you know this is the right feeling, but you two never seem to come together permently, but thier always coming back to you nomatter how many times, you cry or smile.Than, you decide you wish to move on and thinking just leaving it where it is will fix the problem.Now,your mind process's this and block that other you love or like for awhile(But what you have done is send the love to the heart and when its time the mind is smart it will release it back.There's that echoing voice)So now, you are dating around and find 1 that you wish to explore things with,but problem sets in quick.Oneday,your alone in your room or wherever and your just thinking and than thats when the heart goes to the mind and release that surpress feeling back into your reality little by little.This I like to call"It always comes back to you"So your going through your days, working and friend and family but even when your speaking all you can think of is that one person.

    Now, if  you see where I am going, I have shown you how most of our lives we would love to have the one take our breath away, by surprise or some of us who will know when its happening.It may not work out this way, because your blocking it so easily that the one can't now get through and really its because we mess up and regress so now it may not happen.I am a ferm believer it is us who can make or break love. Love is there as a guide and support not a subsitute.Please understand this well,but while know you are thinking whether you should have the convo of I love you or I like you but I think we can't be at all and the moving on to something that may not or potenially be something worth your attention."Be very carful with this"if you hear and feel that feeling you all know to well or sense that glow in your heart everytime you think about that person and don't know how to straighten out the path in your life. Be honest with yourself first and formost and than once you sense the real truth inside,act on it and stop trying to predict the outcome or know your future because we create our own"Destinies"no other way but up from the ground.

    I'll finish off with all my writing and advice comes from my life as well and little secret for you all.I am going through this and I hope I follow my heart and not my head.So ha ha! Gohead and tellem you are(All My Life)
                      
                                                                                Aries Diamond(You Are All My Life)

  

Taking care of yourself and being part of this Evolution


Aries Diamond Evolution Is Coming...

          His Water...Part 3(Out Of Sight, Out Of Mind)

   Dancing away around the pot of water, the girl in pink was speaking in this weird tounge, he couldn't really understand fully. He scratched hishead confused on what she could be saying to him.Her dress fluttered and she stopped to figure out why he was staring at her with this obscure look on his face.She asked him what was wrong? He turned his head out to the left of the lit sky and point upward. She looked up and realized that he was telling her like the sky,his mind was somewhere else,meaning he couldn't understand her at all.He laughed, than had a sad look,he never had to speak to another person before and know he wanted to lear. She smiled and took his hands in her own.A bright pink light lit up around thier hands, he looked in bewilderment.She smiled and he felt his mind open up to a whole new world. She hopped backwards and he motioned his hands, as to what did she do to him. He felt alive and his voice felt loose. She spoke and said hi, he understood every word.He was very excited about this new thing he can do now. She bounced around him, and started singing a song,with a very high pitch melody to it.He couldn'tt understand it that much,but he felt connected to this girl in pink.He also, felt soem inner feeling he had never had before till now.She has something he didn't understand,what was the light she possesed inside her hands,who is the girl? whatever the case, he had a friend who was different just like him. His sight became clearer&the mind is growing founder.

His Water...Part 4(True Gifts, The Boy)

*This is Dedicated to my best friend Aaron Hanchey & to let you all know FRIENDS ARE FOREVER!


Friends R Forever-Dedication and Realness is How it works! Cherish Everything-Aries